I am a Nazi lost and confused.
I wonder why I signed up for this, and why anybody even signed up for this.
I hear gunshots, then faint screams coming from the distance.
I see innocence in their eyes, which causes me to grow sorrowful.
I want this to stop. I want to stop this.
I am not doing right, I’m doing wrong.
I pretend  that I’m with it when I’m not.
I feel guilty.
I touch the chain linked fence looking at all of the innocent people.
I worry for their lives, and soon mine.
I cry to God asking him to forgive me.
I am going to stop this sooner than later.
I understand how they feel.
I say, “I’m sorry Mom and Dad, but please forgive me for what I’ve done.”
I dream that I never just did what I just did because now my life has just changed…...forever.
I am running.
I wonder what will happen to me.
I hear people yelling, shooting, and chasing after me.
I see them escaping with happiness on their face, but fear in their eyes not knowing what might happen next.
I want them to be free, live a normal life, and be happy.
I am running away from here to find a place to hide.
I pretend that I don’t hear my co-workers, other Nazis, calling my name.
I feel good now from what I’ve done, but yet I’m still afraid of what might happen in the future.
I touch my shoulder while wondering why it’s in pain and wet, I touch my shoulder wincing from the pain. Blood is all that I see on my hand.
I have been shot.
I worry that I won’t be able to get medical attention quick enough.
I cry in pain and agony.
I am starting to lift my gun.
I understand that I need to keep running.
I say, “I’m sorry. Goodbye.”
I dream that this never happened.
I am surrounded by darkness.
I feel my soul being lifted from me.
There my body lies, lifeless on the ground, in a pool of blood.
They are examining my body, kicking it, shooting it again and again.
They are saying that I deserved this.
They were right.
I was a Nazi lost and confused.