Life has been too hard lately

Difficult to adjust
And so complicated to deal with
I really wonder why.

I do have lot of things to do
Yet I don’t know where to start
Things seem to be falling out of place
But I don’t know what to fix.

I need to finish everything
But I always find myself doing nothing
It seems that I need to meet a deadline
Yet there is really nothing to hurry.

Lot of things are bothering me
Though I don’t have such problems
I may have few
But I have settled them all.

I know now
There is nothing wrong with my life
The problem is,
Myself and I alone.

Maybe I just need to figure things out
To choose which is which
To decide for the best choice
To communicate with my big self.

I just need some time
To create such inner peace
To find solitude
And be with myself again.

I thought I am lost
No, I’m really not
I’m following the right path
I’m just having a rough ride.

I may be in chaos
But I know where I’m leading to
I might be out of focus sometimes
But my ideals will guide me.

This part might be rocky
Full of obstacles and distractions
But I know that somewhere
I’ll find a smooth path.

And that thing will be there
With firm faith with myself
Courage in my heart
And determination in my spirit.

With such I’ll be find myself
Rough ride may come again
But I know I’ll find this journey
A very enjoyable one.