I sit there, all confused not knowing whats going on.

So many thing flash across my mind and of course he does too.

Its been a couple of days only and yet I don't feel anything.

I tell myself I do but deep down I know its not true.

I have to stop dating people based on their cute faces.

Maybe thats how it was in all my relationships and thats why they never worked.

Even still I always felt at least some tickling in my stomach, not this time.

I thought I felt something real once, and it was a mistake, the sin of our love, or so called love.

He was my superman, I thought, my only reason but then the time came, it was time.

I thought it was real, but I guess it was only the good feeling of being loved.

This time is different, or so I think.

I tell myself I love him, but I feel as if there is nothing there, nothing left to fight for.

I wanted this so bad and now that I have it, I feel as nothing has changed.

I don't know what to do, I'm so in love with you,or so i tell myself.