You’re in my veins so I’m gonna bleed you out,
Blood and You are things I can’t live without.
I yell and scream and shout and cry and pace.
This game we play, it’s like a winner less race,
A race of who can be bipolar with the other faster,
You’ve won and now my life is a disaster.

I feel worthless, useless, and above all dumb,
I wish meaning nothing to you only made me numb.
Instead, the numb thawed and this hurt broke through.
I never thought one person could cloud my mind then again it’s you.
My confusion is your fault because You can’t make up your mind,
I’ll die if you continue this and make me walk beside you blind.

I need to know if you love me or even if you ever would.
Silence shall hurt you more than the words you truly mean ever could.