i watched her
everyday
and she came in and out
just walking by me
everyday
she never noticed me
never.
even when i said
"miss, you dropped this."
she hadn't dropped anything
but i threw a coin at her feet and picked it up for her and tried to look
OK
because ...
“I guess that this is it, then.”
It was a cliche to say but it was the only thing on my mind. We both knew it wouldn’t be, that there was no chance all of our history and everything that made us ourselves could be wiped out like that, or maybe we were both just hoping that, but there was no w...
Im not going to hurt you, I promise.
Im not going to hurt you, I promise.
Im not going to hurt you.
These are the words that run through my mind.
Not really as a voice in my ear, they’re just going through my brain.
But I can feel the vibrations of his breath as he speaks, on my neck.
I ke...
I can’t help it. Every time I see you, I feel a sudden rush of emotions and I hate it.
It’s the most emotion I’ve ever felt, condensed into a second of… well, it changes.
Sometimes it’s anger. Sometimes I look at you and I hate you and I want to make you feel pain like I’ve felt.
Some...
The worst thing about all of this.
The thing that makes me really angry, about me falling in love with you.
Is not that I think you’re perfect, and it’s not even that you make me feel more self-conscious then ever before.
It isn’t found in the irony of me telling you that I don’t believe ...
It hurts, every time, your voice goes through my mind.
My bones, they shake, when they hears your song’s rhyme.
When I remember your smile, it starts one with me.
But then I break down when you don’t see.
Tearing me apart, in ways unknown.
You create feelings that feel so alone.
But I sm...
Im not one of those people that like to use something like a coin to make a decision, no matter how important, or how small and meaningless. Even if I really need to make up my mind and I have no clue, I don’t like to use that. Because if it lands on tails, I think, ‘I don’t like tails. I’m ...
Okay, so this is the deal.
About a year ago, I fell in love with a guy.
It was the first time I fell in love. I didn’t believe in it, or want it, before that.
I still didn’t want it, considering the fact that I never think that he loved me back.
I don’t know why I loved him. It just faded ...