I am the drug you use to get high.
The times your bored and have nothing to do.
I'm the one you come running to.
I'm the drug you use to get high.
So, when there is a crime between us to I'll never be your alibi.
When I need you, I know you will never be there.
So this is how it...
I was always the strong type
I never took the crap that you given me
So I sit here and cry
over you
Foolishly in love with someone who could care less about me
But yet I still love you
I know ill always be in the dark though always
As we walk through the park I cant look at you while tears ...
Known you since 14
Got back together when I was 17
My first love
My dear my everything
I love you so much
But when I stay I hurt
When I leave im hurt but yet still satisfied
Why must I stay
You taken me for granted
You treat me with the worst treatment yet
And yet still I forgive you
...
I decided to get a purity ring
I never got it
I wanted to but never sought to it
I knew you for awhile
about 3 years at the most
your my friend
you will always be here
The touch of you on my skin
the feeling goes on and on
am I breaking my vows to myself
I am breaking the promise
of wai...
Time goes on
I wonder is it near
When it ends
The time that we fear
Since I am a Christian I wondered have a changed
Have I repented?
Some but not all
For God is my witness
I walk through the halls
And temptations
Gets to me
I struggle I fall I get back up again
I’m supposed to love ...
We used to be so close
you my best friend
you my boyfriend we never argued
nothing bad at all
now your busy
I don't even get a call
besides 5 minutes a day
or none at all
I'm starting to lose my trust
I'm starting to give up
you mean alot to me you know
and
I would never...
Love me and your definition of it
My definition of it
so far I dont have a hold of it yet
I want to feel it
To learn it
but not to be hurt by everyone I mistakened to be in love with
Needy me
I pity me
Maybe I am addicted to love
maybe it is me
small feelings kept inside
Im sorry boy if...
I watch the clock go by wishing you will call
Is it me being to needy
Is it me wanting more
Am I addicted to love
I thought of it before
But then there is you the guy I love
Your like my best friend
And you accept me just as I am
And you give me this feeling I never felt before
But have I ...
I cant figure it out
I have no doubt
Who I am
no wait I do
I have so many mask which one should I choose
One for many occasions
One for my friends
so I look cool to them
One for my family
so they dont know the real me
the me that goes behind them
and so they dont judge me
but somehow...
I never thought about it until now I saw you the other day
I was ashamed to see your face. When will you realized I picked you up when you were down. I loved you for you and that was me who gave me all not me. I was your coat I protected you I helped you I kept you warm and secured and when you w...
look at me am I not good enough
is this me
am I good enough for you
How I love you
and cherish you for being in my life
but deep down inside It doesn't feel right
how you call me beautiful
over and over again
I smile
how nice
I think again..
So many put me down over the years
no...
I take steps back
time stops what do you think of that
you stand right and front of me
its not you moving
its only me
me staring at you
but you cannot tell
you dont blink nothing at all
silence
so you wont ever know how your voice runs through my mind
and i think of you all the time
but...
I always thought I was beautiful always never ugly not ugly maybe okay. Ever since I was a young girl I was okay every little child is believed to be beautiful because all the love their mother or father gives them. As we get older that love stops we start hearing the negatives that we hoped we woul...
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