Sometimes I just need to talk.
I look, I see, get hopeful and speak.
This time I'm talking to myself, it seems.
An answer is my only dream,
And when alone my mind starts to walk,
To places and people I hate to see.
When alone, why is it not just me?...
She is everywhere.
She creeps into the darkest corners of your life and fills in even the smallest cracks.
She is impossible to get away from.
She will be there. She will stalk, talk, spy, and obsess.
She will say things she doesn’t want you to hear.
She will say too many things tha...
I start with an inspiration;
Bring up those feelings that haunt my beleaguered mind
Make these simple thoughts into a grand labyrinth
With a new scream for help within every turn.
I leave breadcrumbs for the awestruck to follow;
Let what they assume of my thoughts send them spiraling backwards...
She's lost.
She's parting a river.
A mighty roaring river.
She's going against the current
She's spiraling backwards.
She keeps grabbing shoulders and arms.
She's hooking onto rocks with her feet.
She's screaming for something
But nobody can hear her over the ri...
Oh man, was I wrong.
Everything was wrong.
I thought everything was so perfect.
I thought it just couldn't get any better than this.
But I have a secret.
Deep and bright.
You won't see this secret.
Not yet.
You don't get to see this secret.
This thing that's making me so...
As I lay here,
I must think to myself.
"Who am I?"
Somebody who sit upon their solid foundation made of nothing?
Saying nothing.
Thinking down upon them;
but more than that,
yourself.
No.
For to think that is to show your weakness.
Be strong,
say it out loud.
Say what you'...