why is love my only goal
why is a boy on my arm the key to my soul
the only thing that would make me happy
is to have someone to hold
someone to hold me
when I feel like I wanna die
when I sit in my room
and just sit there and cry
but every time I get the chance
to get what I’m looking ...
Who knew
One click
One ping
Would turn into this short lived fling
I tried so hard to resist
But the harder I tried
The easier it was to fall
But I knew
What I was doing
Was wrong all along
I knew I would get hurt
Giving my heart to you was useless
Cause you’re just a big flirt
So I l...
it’s been a year
one long year
365 days ago
you changed my life
turned me from that quiet girl
breathed in me
gave me life
turned me into this model
model of what you wanted me to be
the problem was
this model wasn’t me
it was an evil thing with unhealthy motives
and evil eyes
the o...
You want me when I’m useful
Occasionally want me around
I’m sick of being used
You want me to make you smile
When others make you frown
You’re here for the ups
Leave for the downs
Such a fair-weather friend
I don’t want you around
I’m done with beign taken advantage of
This doorm...
got my future wrapped out for me
but is it what I want
or what I think I want
the idea of bliss for me
is it true reality
am I just being selfish
just doing what makes me happy
when I know it’s not right
well I wont know
til I take off
and take flight...
when you were alive
you acted as if you were dead
so what’s the different if your in the grave
it’s all the same
you sit all by yourself
you’re still selfish
think of no one else
left your kids without a mother
left them with an irresponsible father
you were living dead
and you could...
tell me what a friend means to you
you manipulative b****
I do your bidding
then you abuse me
and say your kidding
you chip away
at my already fragile self-esteem
no matter what I do
it’s not enough
all you do is pressure me
to take a puff
you try to hurt me
in subtle ways
you freak ...
every time I see a guy
I think of you
think of all the laughs we shared
every fun time I have
I wish you were there
I miss you even more then I thought possible
feel guilty every time I kiss a boy
cause I know I wish it was you
I wish we had a chance
I wish when I was leaving
I took a sec...
falling for you
convinced you’re like the others
you tried to convince me
I’m wrong
that you won’t
hurt me
break me
play me
but why should I believe you
every time I loved
they lied
everytime they hurt
I died
their evil chipped away my insides
to my vulnerable core
so that’s ...
You told me you loved me
Now you deny knowing me
Pretend we never dated
Well when we were “together”
I felt suffocated
You wouldn’t give me space
Now we have the whole world between us
Only live a few miles apart
But your heart
Seems light years away
I remember the way my heart used...
I try to forget you
too stubborn to regret you
but you keep coming back
through texts and calls
say you love me
but love to watch me fall
I loved you
gave you my all
stomped on my heart
broken
I wanted a new start
wanted to forget
so sick of regret
I just pass by
numb
I’m living a ...
I was authorized to control compensation
throughout this recession
to watch the consultants
monitor their every correspondence
to see the couriers
check the credentials of every over colleged employee
to see expended money disclosed to the unhappy clients
to see companies forced to diversify...
you told me you loved me
lied like the others
said I was special
special?
what a joke
you’re fiancée is special
she falls at your feet
you’re her whole life
you’re only a section of mine
school
drama
pain
addiction
consume the rest of mine
she knows I’m no good
but you want m...
I fell into the trap
said the right lines
had practice many times
and now I’m just like the others
victim after victim
I’m gunna be different
this time
your heartbreak will reap a benefit
I’ll learn to get to know people before you date
learn to stop giving more
then you take
I’m ...
don’t you realize
you deserve better
your enchanting eyes
don’t deserve their lies
your amazing heart
don’t deserve the drama they start
I love you
she likes you
you’re her little toy
standing before me
you’re changing from a man to a boy
don’t see the love I can give
don’t...
The room so full of affluence and wealth
Men hear to asess all my goods
Each asset taken and priced
The commensurate my shopping vice
The conversion of us money to European dollars was so poor
I spent my earnings for a decade
Actually a little bit more
I’m hoping for deflation
For less dep...
Caesar Rodney was born the son of Caesar & Elizabeth Crawford Rodney on October 7, 1728 on the family farm in East Dover Hundred, Kent County, Delaware. Caesar Rodney signed the American Declaration of Independence and became one of Delaware's earliest heroes. Rodney served as judge, militi...
my name is Lauren
and I have a broken heart
every piece you try to fit
doesn’t match
so I’m stuck here
with an unwanted half
the angry half
the depressed half
the side no one wants to see
but it’ll remain til you break it
break it
rip it
start anew
build my heart up
fill it wit...
Recalcitrant I resist you
I recant that I ever loved you
your behavior receded
you acted like a little boy
you turned to me for recourse
treated me like a toy
one day came up to me with a recrimination
thought I was messing around
recumbent I explain your simply mad
just want to rekindle th...
I love you
but hate the things you do
I miss the days we smiled
now it feels like we have miles between us
I am too scared to hurt you
cause I know you’ve been hurt in the past
you know I love you
and once thought we’d last
but now I don’t know how to feel
the boy I once loved is now ...
falling in love with you
scared
when you’re gunna have to choose
convenience or desire
nervous
the fire will wear out because of distance
I don’t wanna be a home wrecker
but I can’t help that I’m falling for you
you make me smile
make me laugh
forget all the distance
and forgiv...
I’ve gotten through the day
I know I’m alright
I know that I’m okay
I made it through the day
with out you I’m okay
don’t need the blade
I’m gunna cut the cord
I got faith
I don’t need you anymore
cause I’m alright
I’m okay
I made it through
made it through the day
wit...
I hate the world
cause it hates me back
it’s disapproving frowns
beam into me
like my peer’s stares
a bug under a microscope
every flaw is reavealed
soon the flaws
outweigh the good
so I’m cast aside
as I should
an outcast
nobody should touch
like a disease
no one wants to cat...
say I’m just like her
what I don’t get is
how is that an insult
she has everything I want
she has you
even thought she treats you like ***
and doesn’t care
not one bit
I am here for you
to help you with
all the crazy thing she puts your through
and yet all you want is her
every ti...
I don’t know
what to do
just wanna pack up my things
say I’m done
I’m through
the truth is
I’m in love with you
those three little words
scare the hell out of me
I try everything
why can’t you see
I’d do anything for you
give up it all
let myself fall
all for you
all you h...
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