You say you love me,
You ask me if I'm happy.
I smile and say "of course",
knowing you don't see.
You are something special,
But I haven't told the truth.
You do mean the world to me,
But I'm scared of you.
My friends say I should leave,
But I know I have...
You have been amazing,
You have been the best.
No other people can tell me,
You're just like all the rest.
Even though you have faults,
I can hear you loud and clear.
I wish I could really explain to you,
How I really feel.
You have been so good to me,
No matter how I was.
I love...
I think you can tell,
That laugh is covering pain.
I think you can tell,
My smile isn't the same.
You can see right through me,
When he really doesn't care.
You can tell he's just using me,
To get what's there.
You have seen my past,
He has been part of it.
You have...
I can try to tell you,
I'm doing OK.
I can try to speak to you,
Without my emotions getting in the way.
I can laugh with you,
I can smile.
But the longer you've been gone,
I've missed you that long while.
I do my best to try to,
Get you back.
But no matter what I do,
I ...
Try to pretend,
What we had is gone.
Try to forget,
That we feel so alone.
I wanted a way to show you,
I am too hurt to be fixed.
But I wanted you gone,
So you wouldn't have to deal with my tricks.
So can you try to pretend,
That I was just a waste of time?
Can you try to forget,
...
When I looked him in the eyes,
It seemed like no one was there.
Not knowing that in the truth,
He really didn't care.
To waste my time,
For him to lie.
To pretend everything was real,
When I knew the first hi was a goodbye.
When I looked him in the eyes,
To tell you the truth, I was sc...
She sits on the ledge,
Kicking her legs,
Looking down below her.
She watches as a single tear falls.
Thinking about doing something
Because she’s not loved at all.
She stands up,
Taking one deep breath.
One thing comes to her mind.
That one thing is death.
She picks up a rock.
And d...
If I could only,
Touch the skies.
It would take me far away.
If I could only,
Take away the tears,
And be a hero for a day.
If I could only,
Escape the world,
To make me discover.
If I could only,
Go to Paris,
And find my one true lover.
If I could only,
Breathe in the ocean,
It would ...
I speak those words,
I tell you clear.
I don't want you anymore,
Why are you here?
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
But you hurt me before.
Please stay away from me,
And just walk out that door.
I told you before,
That you were acting strange.
You told me that you were sorry,
And that...
It's a faded memory.
It's a thing of the past.
It's a thing called love,
and it moves way too fast.
That's why I'm sad,
That our love fell apart.
And I know whatever I do,
We won't have a new start.
It's a faded memory,
It's a thing of the past.
It...
She gets too depressed,
So she cries,
She pleads to God,
Asking why.
Why he brought her pain,
Why he brings her down.
But he only replies,
It's only a test now.
A test to see,
How much faith you have.
And surely I'll fix,
Why you are sad.
Just be strong,
When you are down.
Bu...
I look at you,
You're smiling back at me.
I glance down,
Hoping you won't see.
See the pain in my eyes,
When I'm with you.
You make me feel trapped,
And you have no clue.
You put me in pain,
When you say you love me.
You say it's us together,
Forever it will be.
I ca...
When I look at him,
It reminds me of you.
It hurts so much,
I don't know what to do.
I smile to hide it,
The pain in my heart.
But I couldn't give up,
I've had a brand new start.
He does things,
That show who he is.
He does things,
But I'm not ready for this.
His smil...
When you decide to take it,
You say it makes you feel good.
You smile and say you're fine.
But I know you would.
It hurts to see you like this,
When you spin out of control.
When you choose to take it,
I just want to be left alone.
It destroys you completely,
And it hurts me the same.
...
Can you remember when,
Our love was true?
Can you remember us,
When love was all so new?
Remember when you would,
Make me weak?
When you could make me smile,
And it wasn't fake?
Now you tell me,
She isn't me.
When I begged for you back,
But you didn't want me.
Just remembe...
He was always there,
To help her when she was down.
She really appreciated it,
and loved having him around.
He was always there,
When guy troubles started.
He hated to see her like this,
With her heart torn apart.
He was always there,
When she got engaged.
Celebrating her happiness,
and h...
I look at him.
He looks at me.
He's only a friend now,
That's all it'll ever be.
I miss him so much,
But for me to it's wrong.
When our eyes meet,
It takes all for me to be strong.
I miss us together,
When he'd hug me tight.
I miss the closeness of us,
Every other...
I have been bruised,
Tattered and abused,
But no one has noticed,
The writing on the wall.
I show it on my face,
But I don't tell them all.
I can smile all I want,
So they can believe.
None see the truth,
I'm not the real me.
The series of events,
Show all fake.
With everythin...
The hurt has turned into poison,
And it's making it hard to breathe.
It's hard to talk,
When I don't get the air I need.
It's holding me down,
Making me weary.
I'm closing my eyes,
I can't help I'm so dreary.
It's killing me,
Making my heart turn blac...
The smile on her face,
Is all they need.
To show she's okay,
And that she's still breathing.
But each day,
She hurts more than ever.
All she wants is out,
And to show that she's better.
She does a great job,
Of making them believe.
She wants to show everything,
Hidden unde...
I deserve better than you,
I deserve to be treated,
Like a girl should be.
I shouldn't be pushed around,
Like I'm not me.
Six months was long enough,
I never realized the truth.
I never realized,
I wasn't in love with you.
I deserve better than black eyes,
Darkness around a...
She has a happy face,
But inside she's dying.
She has lied so much,
She wants to give up trying.
Some know what's wrong,
and some don't have a clue.
The people won't say anything,
She doesn't know what to do.
She has a broken heart,
From feeling unloved,
Even has d...
It's a dark place,
For a broken soul.
A place where no one,
Really wants to go.
It's a place where love,
Doesn't exist.
It's a place where hate,
Has taken it's place.
This place souls are always broken,
No one tries to help.
A place where souls,
Have to mend thems...
Don't cry,
Please don't cry.
But it's time for me,
To say goodbye.
My tears roll down my face,
Almost everyday.
No one has said anything,
They don't have anything to say.
My absence will be fine,
You'll forget about me in time.
Please don't cry,
Because I...
Just spare me those words,
Spare me the pain.
I always hear,
The same damn thing!
Look me in the eyes,
Tell me the truth.
If I keep on believing you,
I won't know what to do.
You tell me you're different,
But you're just the same.
The only difference,
Is your name....
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