This moment is surreal
It’s so hard to define
Meeting a brand new baby
For the very first time
You wait nine months
Time feeling like an eternity
Getting everything ready
From the car seat to the nursery
That first special moment
You just can’t wait to see
Who it might look like
...
It was a feeling like no other
My nerves taking complete control
Over every inch of my body
I couldn’t help but think of him
What he would look like and how he would dress
If we even had a slight bit of resemblance
Today was the day
And I would finally get to see him
I felt like I h...
Wind blowing loudly, whistles at my door
The smell of the firewood crackling on the floor
Shifting colors, the leaves on the trees
Different shades of reds, oranges, yellows, and greens
Pumpkin patches, frosty mornings
Apple picking and grizzlies snoring
The smell of mouth-watering pies being ...
Scars across the heart,
Band-aids covering the veins,
Look up at the mirror,
SMASH
Gunshots in the yard,
Media on the street,
Look up at the mirror,
SMASH
Visitors at the check in,
Vending machines in the room,
Look up at the mirror,
SMASH
Open the bedroom door,
A package to be re...
She gazes at me with the hurt of unwanted blank stares on her face
The agony in her eyes, this is so much more than she can take
It kills me to see her this way, all those struggles and all the pain
She wasn’t always like this, and was never one to complain
But it’s in these moments wher...
Wrapped around your finger
And you won’t let go
At times it’s fun but
Now it’s just getting old
I feel trapped;
Like a bird in a cage,
A dog on a leash,
And a cat in a tree
I want to explore, live life to the fullest
Being myself leaves you as the dullest
...
You called me your princess
I was your little girl, your baby, your precious
You weren't ever there, spent years in jail
You've made my life such a living hell.
You've hurt so many and don't seem to care
We were both so little, it just wasn't fair.
Your own offspring...
Far too long I’ve felt alone and been teased
All I want is for everyone to be pleased
Try so hard to be accepted and loved
But it seems like it’s only from the one guy above
For the world not to be judgmental, that is all I ask
I guess I’m just making myself look like an a**
Love me or h...