I woke up sometime before 5 o'clock
In love
With
Heavy dark feelings
and I can't tell you
Laying there in the middle of the night
Curled up in covers pretending you were holding me
Calling myself stupid because you weren't
Trying to remember kissing you
Remember that I don...
I take it all back…
All the times I thought I had it under control.
All the times I said I didn’t love you.
All the times I said I was moving on.
So what?
I was wrong.
Every time I thought I had something new.
Every time I got a little conceited.
Every time you weren’t good...
Am I wrong?
I want love.
And I'm scared.
To live alone,
To be alone,
To walk alone,
To trust anyone enough..
To let them inside my mind,
To let them know me.
I wanted him to know me.
He's the only one I ever wanted to let in.
He's gone.
So how is this going to make sense t...
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-No matter what I think I know
I don't know you
-No matter who I think I am
I change for you
-No matter how I measure time
I never had enough with you
-No matter if I say goodbye
My mind runs back to you
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You know how sometimes instead of fixing something you push...
Write me off on the wall
But didnt we fall?
Can we go back at all?
I want it to be different
I want you to listen
Why we cant fix this?
Right here this instance
Well. you cant always run around
I wont always hold you down
Why cant we just make up now?
I want you to call, I want you to ...