The hardest thing I’ve survived is watching you walk away. Feeling my heart break, knowing I can’t chase you, knowing that I will never see you again. No matter how much I wanted to follow you, I didn’t. I couldn’t. Because of you my heart was crushed. You were there through so much, more t...
She swears she loves me, she says its true but what kind of mother would watch their child’s life fade and not do anything. What hurts the most is knowing that she would have let me die, she would have watched. Don’t get me wrong I love my mother, but she broke me.
The weight she put on my sh...
The more I hear about you the worse my pain gets, the worse everything feels. I want you just to fade but you’re so near, I can practically hear what you would say to me while I feel this way. You would try to protect me from myself. You protected me from everyone but you exposed me to myself.
I...
I want so much to hold on, I want even more to let go. I know I loved you as you did me but now I have to end this pain and eventually it will all fade. I hope you become just another memory that I like and not one I die over every time I think about it. This pain is so unreal that I feel as though ...
Your Loss, Not Mine
Your not here, you never have been. For as long as I can remember I have felt a guilt that I shouldn’t. I feel guilty because I feel like I drove you away. Its taken me years to understand that its not my fault. Before I realized I kept asking the same questions. Questions I...
Giving up and losing hope are two of the many things I know how to do. Learning to love and trust again are the most difficult. I have been hurt and betrayed and you know everything. You treated me like you cared and now I'm stuck here suffering because I didn't see through the lies you to...
Read Teen Ink in Print!
Get a real, paper Teen Ink Magazine delivered to your door 10 times a year. Makes a great gift!
Chat with other Teen Ink members
Teen Ink's chat is available to Teen Ink members only. If you're aged 13-19, please sign up or log in.