Only until this life has come to an end

Red, black, and blue coat my skin like lotion

Can’t I dive into the deep blue ocean

My feelings and thoughts begin to ascend

Heart crushed by my one and only boyfriend

High school, alcohol became my potion

I drank until I had no emotion

And then everything was in slow motion

Surrounded by the dead I feel at peace

Dirt, mud, and darkness are my only friends

Tears fall surrounding my sudden decease

If only someone had the time to make amends

My only wish is to be at complete peace

Goodbye, no one tried to stop me, the end.