You’re were the only one who understand me.
You’re were the only one that trusted me.
You're the only one who ever belived me.
You were the only one who was beside me.
You were the only one who i could relax with.
You were the only one that could be the real me.
Without judging or criticizing me….
You're the one who got worried about me.
You're the one who cheered me on.
You were the friend that I needed.
When you looked at me from far away,
It told me,”you can do this,don’t be afraid.’’
When you smile,
A warm and cosy feeling moved inside me.
When you talked,
I felt something that could relax me.
Being with you,
Made me happy,
It felt like time itself slowed down…..
You were kind and gentle,
You were sweet and patient.
You were cheerful and supported,
You were always shining brighter than the stars,
And your smile was always warmer than the sun.
But I didn't knew,
What kinds of feeling I had, when I was with you.
Until I had realized,
That I had fallen for you.
I didn’t told you how I felt about you,
Because I didn't wanted to run the friendship that we had.
Every day that passed,
The more beautiful I saw you.
Every moment that we passed.
The more brighter you were.
But it felt like torture,
When I was with you…..
The more sadness I felt,
When I talked to you.
Until I realized,
That I had no chance with you .
So I stopped talking to you,
And yet I still saw you.
I didn’t talked to you anymore,
But somehow my feeling didn’t change for you.
I went through a lot of stuff in the last 3 years.
I became neutral...
On expressing my feeling,
It felt that I lost my humanity.
But when I saw you,
I didn’t lose myself completely.
After 3 years of not talking to you,
My feelings were still the same.
When you laughed,
It made my heart beat again.
When you smiled,
I still felt the warm and cozy inside of me.
Until I talked to you….
On December the first.
We both smile,
When we heard each other voices.
We both laugh,
When we told our stories,
But I cried in the inside.
When I asked for your forgiveness,
And you seem to be surprised.
Something that you never expected me to say,
And out of nowhere.
You responded as quick as you can,
And deep down inside of you,
I saw you in happiness and in joy.
But I won’t be able to tell you the words,
That I want to say...
The words that can change someone,
The words that can create or destroy.
‘’That I love you..and i always haved.’’
‘’You were one of the persons,who wanna made me change.’’
‘’That you were the one of the reasons,
That my feelings didn’t fade away.’’
“That you were one the reasons, that I never gave up.’’
But right now I won't tell you, how I feel about you.
Because I don't want to destroy,
What we just began.
But I don’t what to feel alone,
Like the way i was before.
But I still remember the words,
That you gave me to call you.
“I'm your number one and that will never change.”