Thank You

Shattered mirrors
broken veins
you made me hate
myself again

stains of red
and vomit smeared
your angry words
are all I hear

I am broken
worthless
I am brain-dead
and senseless

and I relish in
this agony
because its all
thats meant for me

you said it yourself
I deserve to die
thank you for finnaly
opening my eyes

thank you for showing me
how pathetic I am
and giving me
oblivion

flash of silver
rush of blood
this one wasn't
deep enough

raise the knife
feel the sting
and I whisper
“thank you” again