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As I lay I wonder why
Is this how I'm supposed to die?

To have people watch and stare
And let me Fade without a care.

I think of how this could be
Why in the world would this happen to me?

NO! I say to Myself, I refuse
My life and future are mine to choose.

I will not go without touching a soul,
My life and future are mine to control.

Or maybe I will live a petty life,
Groing fat and old with a cheating wife.

With total remorse and no more hope,
I'd rather be hanging at the end of a rope.

I this how my life was ment to be?
I guess I'll just have to wait and see.




RioU-B