Question

You put me in a place that I cannot find
I'm stuck trying to solve this puzzle for myself
Talking to you makes me straight up blind
The only problem is I can’t ask you for help

We are just friends. Do we have to keep it that way?
I deny the way I feel so that you won't stop talking to me.
Sometimes I even cry and I think of you every second of every day.
I mean without you at all in my life who would I be?

This girl? Me? Well, yeah. Duh. I'm not going to change for you.
I'm still going to be me, loving and free. With a smile on my face.
You never fail to come back when I forget, I can't ever say, who?
I just hope I can keep my heart beating at the same pace.

I won't let it show, mostly on the outside you won't get to me.
But you're still deep in my heart, I have feelings, you see?