Now That You're Gone

Tears stream down my face as I race to your house and check your bed, it's strange that you aren't there like you usually are. Your mom is downstairs at the kitchen table looking at a picture of you and then I remember the horrific day where my life changed forever. I lost you, my best friend and now that you are gone I don't know what to do, all I do is cry and I've developed the urge to kill myself just to be with you. But I know that's not the way you would want it to be. And now that I'm writing this I feel your presence and I know that you will always be with me. I have flashbacks of all the laughs and tear filled moments we've had. It's gonna be hard trying to adapt to life without you, some days I just don't wanna go on when I look at your face, you had such a bright future ahead of you. This wasn't the way it was supposed to be, we were supposed to be best friends forever but you're gone and my heart's caving in. This is goodbye, I hate that this is the way I had to do it, but goodbye Tarik, I'll miss you. I love you, buddy. Rest In Peace. <3