When I was young, you ment so much to me. You were my idol, what i wanted to be. Then morning came, and night passed. Nothing good seemed to last. You started to changed this and that.. God, i prayed, please change him back.. Nothings the same without you around. The remains of my heart you nailed to the ground. Sometimes I wonder what you hated so much, about this family that you used to love. But I guess the others.. that you chose over us. Had way much more that you could love. And I guess that you'll never see.. What you've truely done to me. But the truth is dad, that behind all of that. My suffering soul... can never go back.