When I was young, you ment so much to me. You were my idol, what i wanted to be. Then morning came, and night passed. Nothing good seemed to last. You started to changed this and that.. God, i prayed, please change him back.. Nothings the same without you around. The remains of my heart you nailed to the ground. Sometimes I wonder what you hated so much, about this family that you used to love. But I guess the others.. that you chose over us. Had way much more that you could love. And I guess that you'll never see.. What you've truely done to me. But the truth is dad, that behind all of that. My suffering soul... can never go back.
December 1, 2009