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Just A Girl
September 8, 2014
Verse 1
Riding in my car,
Seven am,
Already pretty scarred,
And I get a text from my ex boyfriend
He says he's in love,
And it's just been four weeks,
It's like our love,
Has just been burned piece by piece.
So I get out the car,
Trying to debate,
Whether I should get run over by car,
Or go along with my day
So I walk in the street,
Hiding my many tears,
Here's where I'm always in defeat,
Even after fifteen years
Chorus
I'm just girl at heart,
Going through heartbreak,
As I see everything falling apart,
I wonder if my life is a mistake
I feel so horrible,
Cause God made me,
But at times I feel,
Why does he even love me.
Because apparently I'm not good enough,
For anyone to love,
Maybe no one cares that I die,
Maybe they'll just move on.
I'm just a girl at heart,
With depression and tears,
Trying to grab that blade,
That I've been restraining for a thousand years
Verse 2
So I enter the high school,
Walking on my own to feet,
I feel amazed,
That I can actually speak
My ex texts me,
Asking for advice,
For falling in love,
Even though I feel like I'm going to die.
So I close my eyes,
Imagine the blade,
And it's scary to know,
That that's my safe place
So I tear myself inside,
Wanting to disappear,
I guess it's a cry,
For someone to hear
Chorus
I'm just a girl at heart,
Shedding tears,
As I sit outside of my drama class,
Trying to pick up shattered pieces
Here it goes again,
Another lie,
Did so many sinful things,
As I grip onto my thigh
Because I have the urge,
To destroy me
Destroy the me I hate so beautifully,
Another heartbreak,
That I hate,
But I know I'm weak
So I just deal with the heartache
Bridge
10, Mistake,
9, That's my name,
8, Call me worthless,
7, As I call my self dangerous
6,I repress the real me,
5, Cause no one will ever see,
4, The broken mirror,
3, Shattered by words that will destroy the mirror
2, Here's the blade,
1, I feel it calling my name
0, Can I resist?
I'm just a girl who needs to be fixed
© Anonymous
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