Dear The Only One, By: Alex Wilds #118

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When my world goes down in flames.
I just start to play my favorite games.
Even though I know I will never win.
No matter what random rules I throw in.
But I don’t care it’s so fun.
So I’ll go on until I’m done.

When things went right I don’t recall.
So I’ll just pretend I have learned to rise above it all.
So maybe I’ll make it through.
But I’ll only do that for you.
Even when you don’t see me.
I guess I’ll be stuck like this endlessly.

When my body burns to ashes I’ll die.
I’m going on with no reason to try.
All this is too much to go on.
So I’ll write you this song.
Then I will do what you want and be gone.
Because I was always wrong.
All I do pushes you away.
So I’ll just say that I won’t stay.

This is my last battle for my own heart.
Now I lost and I’ll stop and never again start.
Even though I will always think that you were the one.
I’ll just say it now that I’m done.
These words are all I have left now.
And letting them out is something I will allow.

You should see that I can’t stay strong.
Because I know I have gone so far wrong.
So when I leave this earth.
Then maybe someone will find out I had worth.
All I have left is insanity.
I guess I’ll be stuck like this endlessly.

When my body burns to ashes I’ll die.
I’m going on with no reason to try.
All this is too much to go on.
So I’ll write you this song.
Then I will do what you want and be gone.
Because I was always wrong.
All I do pushes you away.
So I’ll just say that I won’t stay.

I want it all to leave me alone.
But I can’t go home.
I would give my family a bad name.
Because I’m the one that’s insane.
Sometimes I think of suicide.
But that’s only adding to the mass genocide.

So I won’t go that way yet.
But I’m starting to get set.
I was gonna be the biggest pain to take down.
But I just might put myself in the ground.
So take one last good look at me.
It could be the last you will ever see.

When my body burns to ashes I’ll die.
I’m going on with no reason to try.
All this is too much to go on.
So I’ll write you this song.
Then I will do what you want and be gone.
Because I was always wrong.
All I do pushes you away.
So I’ll just say that I won’t stay.

Dear baby I love you.
But you don’t want me to.
I’ll do anything you don’t have a clue.
You made my sky blue.
But you want me gone.
What did I do wrong?
That’s the meaning of this song.
But I love you so much I’ll just move along.

When my body burns to ashes I’ll die.
I’m going on with no reason to try.
All this is too much to go on.
So I’ll write you this song.
Then I will do what you want and be gone.
Because I was always wrong.
All I do pushes you away.
So I’ll just say that I won’t stay.





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