Desperate Prisoner

Locked up inside my own shell
i am waiting for the time to come
i know someday is destined for me

I can't break my own shell
i am waiting for the time to come
i know someday i would be what i wanna be.

For all these years i have waited
seeing others laugh and myself down
it didn't felt right when i was on the ground

For all these tears i have wasted
seeing myself cry and frown
so the inherited anger was all i found

mind's brittle as glass
can't hold on to promises of steel
too tired with fake resolutions and blurry feel.
have gone insane with kind of pain
i suffered through the passed past lane.

I continue to swell from inside
and will tomorrow as well
but i know the time will come(for heaven)
for i have been through Hell

And I'm 'bout to burst any time
I'm a baloon waiting for a pin to prick me
and u gonna see soon the sick me.
if Devil's wanna hit me , hit me
imma hit u back
and you even won't able to take the shock
because my rage is coloured black
blackened by the gifts you gave me (the curses)
It's time to pay you back, the shot reverses

If you're Devil I'm ur unfaithful culprit devotee
which is born one in a million , better than you be.
you gonna drown down in light , i'll be darkfree

YOU HAVEN"T SEEN MY WORST
YOU HAVEN"T SEEN MY THIRST
FLOURISHING IS MY COURAGE
SHOULD
BECOMES
MUST
do you see it coming AS I'M ABOUT TO BURST
I'm a mazor you are as minor as a mere fistful DUST (F*CK)......................