Song: Endless Pain.

June 4, 2011
By , Warren, AR
[Chorus]
As I struggle to take my last breath
The memories I hold of you
Consume my mind of visions that haunt me
I scream your name
Until It burns a hole in my lungs
The thoughts of you suffering
creates a bigger hole in my heart
She says "It''s not your fault"
Even though I''m the reason
She cries so many tears
The nature of pain takes its course
With the little I have left
All I ask of you, is to bear with me here
I hold on with every bit of strength I have
Using everything that is left
Trash all my efforts in the end
Your heart was the most precious and beautiful gift
Only trusted to one
I shall not be forgiven....
for all the things I have done!

[Matty Matt (Cassie)]
The world as I once knew it
No longer exists
The mirror on the wall casts a reflection
Of the person I once knew
This living hell must come to an end
Weaken by the darkness
I once had under my control
Entered my heart
and demented my soul
Lead me out with your light
That I breathe in
Praying and hoping (nothing goes wrong)
Searching and longing (for a better way)
To make things right! (Oh God Please!!)
Even though a second chance
Is the one thing, I don''t deserve!
Slowly running out of time
To late to make things right
Negativity which still clouds my mind
Focusing only on "me"
You only thought about "us"
I admit I was selfish at first
Your heart became a target
For my hurtful words to strike! (which led to the worse....)
My bad integrity
along with mindless decisions
didn''t even make things right!!!!
(But having you to deal with this endless pain alone is what hurts the most!!!)

[Chorus]
As I struggle to take my last breath
The memories I hold of you
Consume my mind of visions that haunt me
I scream your name
Until It burns a hole in my lungs
The thoughts of you suffering
creates a bigger hole in my heart
She says "It''s not your fault"
Even though I''m the reason
She cries so many tears
The nature of pain takes its course
With the little I have left
All I ask of you, is to bear with me here
I hold on with every bit of strength I have
Using everything that is left
Trash all my efforts in the end
Your heart was the most precious and beautiful gift
Only trusted to one
I shall not be forgiven....
for all the things I have DONE!!

[Matty Matt (Cassie)]
I let this monster in me
ruin what we had going
I risked and gave it all awaaaaaaaaaay (gave it all awaaaaaay just for love!)
just for you to realize
all I wanted is
for you to staaaaaaaay! (staaaaaaay with meeeeeee!)
I even set aside the things
that makes us different
Don''t become a victim to these lies
What kind of person am I?
For not taking time to tell!
That something needs to be done!
You made things well
by guiding me back to the world
from this living hell
With your love and kind words
She wants to be shown
He wants to be heard
You sacrifice alot in the name of love
(Because you found fault with yourself)
Believing you weren''t good enough for me (or anyone else)
By becoming something you are not
In order to be perfect
leaving you to struggle and question yourself
(I''m so sorry you have to cope alone with this endless pain)
I''m that very reason you shed so many tears.....
All this takes us
right back to the start (our hearts are becoming distant)
this is only.....
BREAKING.....AND BREAKING...AND BREAKING (BREAKING!!)
This bulls*** insists on tearing us apart!! (AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I bled out love for you!!!!)
This darkness....lures me from you...
ad proceeds to control every thought.... (THROW IT ALL AWAY AND REMEMBER NOTHING!)
All I ask you for.... (is to bear with me here)
Don''t give up on me...even though
the end is near (near)
You trusted me with everything
(It''s not taken for granted or foresaken, I fall to my knees on the ground)
Even though I let you down
I promised the best would come eventually
Please keep fighting for me..........





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