I wrote this to say I'm sorry
Didn't mean to break your heart
But I hate what brought us both here
Because it's tearing us apart

I'm not sure how to say this
I'm not that good with words
But I close my eyes and pray to God
That things just don't get worse

How many ways can I tell you
"I'm sorry, It's my fault?"
I've kept everything inside
And locked away my heart

I write because I love you
Can't stand to see you go
Just know that it's the secret
That you will never know

I miss when we would stay up
And talk until midnight
Because there's just something about you
That makes me feel so right

I won't forget your laughter
I won't forget your voice
Because the sound of you speaking
Is my favorite kind of noise

I miss your sense of humor
I miss your sweet-talk speak
And I wish that I could tell you
That I've fallen way too deep

How many ways can I tell you
"I'm sorry, It's my fault?"
I've kept everything inside
And locked away my heart

I write because I love you
Can't stand to see you go
Just know that it's the secret
That you will never know

You'll never know I love you
You'll never know I cried
You'll never know I've hated
These words I've kept inside

You'll never know all these things
Because they're things I've never said
They're just part of that story
That's written inside my head

You'll never know I've loved you
From then and still today
And you'll never know I'm waiting
For you to carry me away

How many ways can I tell you
"I'm sorry, It's my fault?"
I've kept everything inside
And locked away my heart

I write because I love you
Can't stand to see you go
Just know that it's the secret
That you will never know

I look back at our memories
Like footprints in the snow
This is what it takes to tell you
Things you'll never know