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December 26, 2010
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You say I still seem mad,
No, we passed that long ago
Next to what I’m feeling now
Baby, mad ain’t even close

This is angry, this is hurt
This is tired of all the shouted words
This is resentful, this is scared
That I’ll turn around and you won’t be there
Abandoned and betrayed
This is wondering why you walked away
This is there’s nothing left for me to do
No, I’m done, done being mad at you

All the times that I’ve forgiven,
And you’re forgiven still
But what I’m feeling now
It’s just beyond my control

This is forgotten, this is broken
These are all the times I should have spoken
This is all the years of futile trying
Of giving all to stop your crying
This is all those sleepless nights
Of enduring all our pointless fights
This is there’s nothing left for me to do
No, I’m done, done being mad at you

You try to make it up
Another hug, another “sorry”
And I wish I could believe them still
But now they hold no meaning to me

This is wondering where I went wrong
Of feeling that it’s all my fault
This is thinking I could make it better
By changing things that are done forever
This is thinking that I’ve made you proud
Met with apathy, this is the coming down
This is there’s nothing left for me to do
No, I’m done, done being mad at you

You say I still seem mad,
No, we passed that long ago
Next to what I’m feeling now
Baby, mad ain’t even close





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dreamer9492 said...
Jan. 15, 2011 at 3:48 pm
I LOVED THIS!! makes me wish i wrote it  lol =) good job! can you comment my stuff as well? i'd appreciate it. 
 
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