I'm supposed to have memories of you as a child
But you were out running wild
All the time
But even if your so rarely here
You were always out there
With you mind
You claimed you cared about me
But all I wanted was to be free
Away from here
You barely looked my way
So I hid everyday
To shed a tear


If only you were here to see
Who I am and what I'm gonna be
If only you knew, how much I need you
You never listen, you supposed to that position
I look up to, I don't think it could get any more lonely
If Only



The back of your hand is what id get
If I ever gave you lip
The scars are always here
But they aren't just on my face
In my mind you leave a trace
That I just can't bear
I will not stoop down to your level
Your ways are like the devil
Always chasing me
But I have nowhere to go
And I have things to show
If some people would just believe

If only you were here to see
Who I am and what I'm gonna be
If only you knew, how much I need you
You never listen, you supposed to that position
I look up to, I don't think it could get any more lonely
If Only



You act like you know everything
But you don’t
You think I will do anything
But I wont