Sitting in ahouse on top of a hill.
I wanna go home but probably never will.
I'm so sick of it, all this stupid s***,
Got all this money but nothin' to get.

And every other day, I ask myself why.
So selfish of me to make everyone cry, but only on the inside.
well at least i wont wast no more goodbyes.

I lock the deadbolt the the pad locks too.
Yeah I'm just sittin' here cause there's nothing to do.
Yeah I really really miss you!


And every other day, I ask myself why.
So selfish of me to make everyone cry, but only on the inside.
well at least i wont wast no more goodbyes.

I'm sorry i never told you before, but you'll find out when you hear that loud knock on the door.

Hey, it's me i found my way home.
Its only been a week, but I've missed you so.
Well at least you know what oyu didnt used to know!


And every other day, I ask myself why.
I made you cry, not even on the inside.
I fell so deep in love, I took it all, but i couldnt get enough.

Im Back home staying where i should.
and i ask my self why, Iwasted my goodbye.