I never knew what I wanted, okay?
All I know is day after horrible day
I'd close my eyes and wipe the tears away
Maybe I didn't believe in you, but I'd pray

I never believed things could ever get worse
Just surviving til the day I end up in a hearse
Almost believed I could break out of this curse

But oh, was I ever wrong
17 years never felt so long

Everybody tells you life is unfair
It's really like living in a never ending nightmare
There's no right answer and every path trips
Every waking moment just tears my heart to bits

And I'm so sorry, you could never know
I was just trying to get by, didn't mean to hurt you so

We both know things will never be the same
When it comes to life, I'm tired of this game
I gotta go, escape before I go insane

But oh, I can't run that fast
Can't seem to forget my past

Everybody tells you life is unfair
It's really like living in a never ending nightmare
There's no right answer and every path trips
Every waking moment just tears my heart to bits

And I'm so sorry, you could never know
I was just trying to get by, didn't mean to hurt you so

And I know things are broken beyond repair
Guess I just wanted you to know I care
Oh, if you're there

The last thing I wanted was to make you cry