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Why Me, Why Her

October 14, 2019
By crazykay16 BRONZE, Midland, Michigan
crazykay16 BRONZE, Midland, Michigan
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Favorite Quote:
"The only thing standing between me and happiness is reality"


gAll I ever wanted was for you to hold me,

All I ever wanted was to see you smile

Every time you looked at me


I miss what we had

I miss what we shared

Why can't we still be us again


Every time I see you sharing a smile with her

My heart gets a little more broken

My trust in you was forever 

But now there's nothing left

To remember


I wish you could give me a second chance

If I could go back in time and fix it all

I would in a heartbeat


Every cloud turns dark

Every cloud breaks apart

But they always seem to find there way 

Back to each other

So why can't we?


Every tree dies

And they are reborn

They all break apart and lose their color

And they all come back with brighter features

So why can't we?


The sun always goes dim and lost

In the sky above

But is refound and always shines brighter

So why can't we?


I still don't understand what happened between us

Why did we ever separate?

It felt like we were supposed to be together forever

But now I realize that was a lie


Why is it you can move on so quickly 

From what we shared

But I'm still stuck in the past


I let you go so why am I the 

One so broken

Did you ever love me or did you use me


The author's comments:

I wrote this song because I can relate to it.. this song is based on personal experience. I fell in love with someone but I made a stupid choice and broke up with him... I thought it would be easier for us since I was supposed to be moving and won't be able to see him for a couple of years. in the end, I never moved like I was supposed to, and now I'm stuck seeing him every day in the halls with someone new (i noticed he moved on quick). every day I wake up thinking about him, and I always end up going to bed crying about him. I keep thinking that maybe today he might notice me again and might take me back. I've been told repeatedly that you can't fall in love with someone you've only dated a couple of months but I did, and it sucks cuz now I'm in pain literally every day.. and now I can't date someone else, I can't move on and b with someone new when he's still on my mind, when he's the only thing I ever think about. I can't hurt someone else because I still love him it's not right. I guess that's the tricky part about "falling in love" at the end of the fall your left breathless and in pain. its been a little while since we've talked but it still hurts believe or not. I will always love him no matter what happens between us.


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