Hot bullets by head

oh my goodness my husbands dead

I promised him my life

I promised him i'd be his wife

I gave him children

he gave me a home

on the white house steps

I stand alone

I wear pink

but now I wear black

I cant live a life I cant hack

I am a woman but not a real saint

I couldn't stop my husbands red paint

from spilling out on everyone and everything to be seen

his red blood spilling all over me

and now I stand alone on his grave

not even crying

like a woman should behave

my name is Jackie and I am a plain girl jane

but my insides are ffilled with real pain

my name is Jackie and my husband was shot

now I stand over the spot

and I cant even begin to lie

I just wanna curl up and die

my whole world began with him

now I stand upon this rim

help me honey up in the sky

put me to rest where you lie'

are you okay without me up there

I just hate everyone's stares

like there goes Jackie filling a life undone

while her husbands killers on the run