I am she who hides her feelings

Creating a barrier to repel pain,

To the point in which I'm now numb

A prisoner of my own anxiety.

I am finding my way

A lost light blinded by fog

Choking on words I cannot release

A supernova ready to explode

Picking up my own pieces,

Which wander around space.

I am sick of lies,

Sick of constant "perdons",

Sick of delayed truths

I'm not alone

Even if it feels like so.

Stranded in "No Man's Land"

My only enemy is my mind

Shot by every impulsive thought,

My shield has been destroyed

I'm feeling more than I should,

More than I can handle,

too dark to reveal.

I am she who hides her feelings.