I am fourteen
and my height has betrayed me
The internet I cannot live without
keeps buffering
whenever I’m by myself
How come my siblings are
always so annoying
What if I die
before the internet starts back working
and before I hit my 2 hundredth like on instagram

I have to learn how to get the wifi
working before the next sleepover
My house is too big for me
Suppose I die before the wifi works again
They’ll talk about my obsession with the internet
There is nothing I want to use
and too much
that has to be posted
and before I hit my 2 hundredth like on instagram

Nobody even stops to think
about my side of it
I should have got the new iphone X
My room was cleaner than his
Why do I have to be
the one
without internet
I have nothing to do tomorrow
Will I live long enough
to finish watching netflix
and before I hit my 2 hundredth like on instagram