The brain is damaged
Expectant of the blasphemies
Brand new but beginning to whither
Receiving ghouls but praying for fairies
Unleashed but on a tether
Falling behind tumbling and breaking
Life ahead but fearful it isn’t
I’m so scared but do not care to change
Stuck in this way

The brain is damaged
Expectant of the blasphemies
Still new but set on the road to death
Praying for it all to be gone
The dark blitzes me and I just want the day
Often wondering if there is a way out

The brain is damaged
Expectant of the blasphemies
Warped and tore
Seeped with hatred and denial
Failing all who let me in
Thinking things that destroy me
No
Ive tried to change
Contemplated suicide but what if the end is worse
Id finally be punished getting everything I deserve
Ive tried to change
Seems that im stuck in this way
Expecting the blasphemy
The brain is damaged