it was fun for awhile

both of us were in denial

pretending we were the only ones

but to our heads we held guns

waiting for the game to begin

wanting to be the one who wins

wishing to be heard

just to be reassured

that we were in love

But this was love without the dove

purest of white

turned as black as night

we wanted away from our pasts

but we did so way too fast

we ruined what we had

both of us growing sad

Shredding our love to the core

only making our hearts sore

wishing to die and go up above

these are the secrets of our love

~Reni Renee 5/15/2017