I'm not me without you
But maybe I should’ve learned how to be before you got inside and let me rot like waste
And maybe the fire in your eyes went out first
But you took my light away long before I ever noticed
The one thing i can never forgive you for
Is turning me into the earth-shattering and recklessly oblivious person I always wanted to be
And then thieving it all away once you got bored

Who gets bored of being told they’re someone’s god-send
Who gets bored of someone asking every day how every day is
Who gets bored of a young girl with fire and embers in her eyes with an edge to match
Who gets bored of skin on skin connection with heart beats in-time

You cut and singed away the best parts of me away when you got bored
When I begged for fairness and a second chance you weren’t willing to give
Because things got “old” and “tired”
And you said I made you feel old and tired in our immortalized youth

I don’t know how you got bored because you said it wasn’t me
    They always say it wasn’t me
I don’t know what I did so unforgivably wrong
    They always say I did everything right
I don’t know when my endless love and devotion wasn’t enough anymore
    Because just yesterday you were saying it back with a warmth that melted my soul like                                                                                                                               honey in tea
I don’t know when you were done
    But now you are
    And now we are
                   
And I’m alone
Bleeding out on linoleum floor

Sinking into a comfortable ache
Tracing your face with jagged pieces of me that are dripping with thoughts of you
A poor silhouette of who i was when we were in love
When i was enough and you thought so too
When I still had fire in my eyes and a bite to my smile
When I was me and you were you
And we were us
And us was enough