Violence in the air

I counted on him to fulfill
A heart of forgiven but not forgotten sorrows

Your majesty I pray for a life worth living
Worth loving one who cherishes me
I deserve the world and more
I am told of my worth
By everyone except the one

I pay a toll
Guard down
I shut down
Violence for love?
My heart knows nothing more

The abyss sounds nice
For I am loved by one who shows nothing
Barcelona I long for you
A place where I will be free of this life
I still long for his touch
Knowing of nothing more I regret loving you

Every time you go I shut my eyes
Vacating in Barcelona I lie dreaming
Waiting
A passionate desire for something more
I pray for Barcelona