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Broken Adrenaline

I want to talk about that heartbreak
How you threw away everything we had
Only for you to realize it made me go insane
To the point where everyone thought I had gone mad

I want to talk about that heartbreak
You left me standing in the rain
And never stopped to wipe the tears falling from my face
Instead you filled me with pain

I want to talk about that heartbreak
Two years of memories shattered like glass
Yet you can’t confess the mass of damage you left
Like a tornado tearing up an open plain field

I want to talk about the aftermath
How I locked myself and laid on the bathroom floor
How I tried to find myself at the bottom of a bottle
Staring motionless at the ceiling until the am around four

I want to talk about aftermath
Feeling numb to the core
Walking around like a hot headed mess
Wanting to drown myself at the ache it bore

I want to talk about aftermath
How you told me you wanted me back
Feeling the adrenaline pulse through my veins
Knowing that I had to let you fade to my memory of black

I want to talk about the agony
The suffering
The emptiness
How you blamed me for your leaving

But darling what you don’t understand
Is that you could stab me a million times over
And with my last dying breath
I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt


I want to talk about you
How I now hate the shape of your face
The sound of your name burns my tongue
You are nothing but a disgrace to the human race

I want to talk about you
I was never enough for your affection
You never paid me much attention
I hope life gives you nothing but rejection

I want to talk about you
How I no longer crave your touch
No longer seek your trust
The only words I speak of you are cussed

I want to talk about me
I finally took your picture out of its frame
I can sleep at night without disrupted dreams
I finally put your memory to shame.

I want to talk about me
You were my addiction that I couldn’t resist
I always needed my fix
Until I realized you’ve made me nothing but pissed

I want to talk about that heartbreak
How I no longer feel a heartache
How I smile where you once gashed wide open spaces
For now I am a stronger person
 




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