You’re killing me slowly. Can’t you see that I’m in pain? I don’t want to get out of bed. I cry when no one can hear me. I don’t smile anymore. I feel so sad at times I want to die. Every day is another battle I have to fight. I can’t love anyone or trust people because of you. Why did you leave? Why did you reject me I was just a baby when you gave me up? What did I do? Was I not good enough for you?  Even when I was older you rejected me again. But I want to see you.  I love you. Please don’t go again. I need you. Don’t leave me alone.  Because I don’t know if I can keep fighting alone.