I look at you
with my own eyes
scared
terrified
I breath into you
but there’s no scent anymore
it’s like it’s not you
I hear you
but I don’t want to
if only I could demolish my senses
just so I can feel you less
feel you no more
feel the no more you
I have wished to go blind
I have wished to go deaf
I have wished for my breath to stop
my heart to stop
beating for you
for I’m sure that it only beats for your existence
not acknowledging
that your presence and absence have become one
your soul lingers within mine
with remembrance
but oh no…
don’t believe that remembrance can only be well
I have wished to lose my memory
on and on again
I have wished to lose my sanity
but well… I believe this wish was granted
for I no longer can tell
Me…
from Me…