you make it hard to think straight
to act normal
to concentrate
to stop thinking
of perfect scenarios
involving you
and me
and to stop
wondering if
that will ever
be a thing
and to stop checking
to see if you texted back
my message sits
in a narrow column
speech bubble
left on seen
to stop acting like
the bright light
of my phone
and the buzz of
the vibration
gives me life
they say insanity
is when you do
the same thing
over and
over
expecting a change
and thats honestly
what it feels like checking to see
if you texted me

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