Oh why do you keep leaving me?
You never say goodbye.
You never say hello- I have to find you.
Why don't you understand that I'm latched onto you like a perfectionist on improvement.
I'm holding onto you, like a pillow during a bad dream. I'm believing in you like I needed to believe in myself a long time ago. But you keep leaving!
I gave you my all- calls, texts, inboxes, up with you for hours, because our friendship was ours.... and now it feels like it's only mine... I wish that I wasn't the one who minds..... We both have brilliant minds and our hearts are so selfless.... I just want to cry hard because I love you hard, I care for you hard....
Why do all of my favorite people leave?
Why do they have to go away?
WHY?
Why?
Don't you know you love me?
Don't you know you love me?
Do you know I love you?

Looking for a consistent human presence because... life, gets lonely. 

But I'll rather be lonely, than be a burden. 

I'd rather be lonely, than be a distraction from your purpose.

I just have to let you go....

And let you grow.

Despite that life gets lonely.