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My Life, My Way

January 29, 2015
By dis3nchant3d PLATINUM, Congers, New York
dis3nchant3d PLATINUM, Congers, New York
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Favorite Quote:
"Kids that wear black and listen to rock music aren't all satan worshippers or terrible people."
- Andy Biersack


I have many regrets 
I regret hating myself
I regret loving him
I regret ever hating you
You have always been a shred of light in my dark eyes

That light inspired me to start over
No more regrets
I'm living my life the way I want
Not by anyone else's rules
I’m not holding back anymore

I will listen to my music as loud as I want
I will love who I want
I will hate who I want and not be judged
I just want to live my life

I've just been floating through the days and weeks and months
Without living or loving or being
Without caring, or seeing or loving
I'm living the way I want from now 'til forever

I just want to live my life


The author's comments:

I have many regrets. I regret hating as many people as I do, but that won't change. I regret dating the guys I've dated, I regret hating myself, though that's not changing either. However, I do love my best friend. I honestly think I'm in love with him. Like legit in love with him. I don't have much that I believe is worth it to live for. Except maybe him and my parents... 


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