It can be unbearable
you could want to die
your insides are collapsing
there’s nowhere to go

you’re trapped in the dark
every breath drounds you
you think you see away out
you grab the knife

at first it stings then
it feels normal as it
slides over your wrists
you feel less tense even relaxed

you watch the blood
slide down your arm
it drops on the floor
you feel satisfied now

the deed is done
you still feel alone
but you really aren’t
look around you an really look

you see things and people
you didn’t notes before
someone will always be there
maybe you don’t see them

but at one point you will
if you don’t believe me
then ask yourself
why am I still here?

you may not emit it
but you’re hoping there’s
a reason to live so you do
I promise there is you
may have to just wait.