Tell me you feel my pain!

Tell me you hear my silence!

Tell me you taste my bitterness!

I'm crawling backwards,

Because it threatens to eat me alive.

I don't want to feel this any more.

It makes me feel so alive.

I stretch and stretch just to feel that pain,
The pain that leaves no marks.
The pain that won't tell my secrets to every
Person it meets.

So if you see me now,
Know you won't see me for long.

I've got to go back to hide,
You won't remember where I am tomorrow.

All I have to do is use the right words,
At all the right times.
You won't even notice
That I'm telling you I'm crying.

That's okay,
I couldn't let you care anyways.
It digs too deep,
It attaches too quickly.