And I'm living in this fantasy world.. You'd tell me over and over again not to do so.. And now I see why. I'm stuck in a mindset where it's you and I. The time ticks and ticks And I'm tricking myself. I'm hearing your voice, I'm feeling your heartbeat as I lay my head on your chest, I'm visualizing every detail on your face, every grin that you make, every word that you say. And in this fantasy world these still exist. And this is why you'd tell me not to this. But I can't help it. And I wonder, are you thinking this way? But I can't do this.. As you'd say. I'm creating a fictional reality - A fantasy world- As I've said. But none of this is real, because it's all in my head..