It’s whatever
I’m done trying
I keep on smiling
Life gets so complicated
Can’t take it
All these little mistakes
They lead me here
Got nothing but a sneer
On my face
Can’t erase all these memories
Hate the way they make me feel
None of it seems real
It’s like a never ending wheel
Of hurt
And hate
And everything I can relate
These memories are clear
Crystal, still you are no longer here,
Where did you go?
I should know
I lost track of that I guess
No time to rest
Need you
Can’t keep you
You keep walking away too
It’s not just me
Don’t you see?
Obviously not
Don’t need help
Can do it myself
All my faults, they are real
Don’t you dare
Try to take them from me
Can’t make it right
Sick of this ever constant fight
Why don’t you leave,
You just might
Man that is a scary thought
I’d be fine
Lie to myself
All the way up this ladder we climb
One more time
Don’t you dare
You beat me down to my core
Won’t apologize
For all these things I constantly hide,
Oh it’s such a wonderful ride
You never made me cry
Like this ever before
Stop making this relationship feel like a chore,
Washed up like garbage on the sea shore,
Doing the best I can
All those texts I cannot bring myself to send,
This stress I cannot handle
Feel like it’s all in shambles
I keep on with this ramble
Sick of this s***
I might quit
Think I should
Wish I could
We both know
I never would.