The pain feels so good
Your love hurts
Sleep is best
I sit in my room
Write
Write some more
I have no social life
My "life" is just a waste
Yelling and screaming fill my ears
There is no quiet
You came into my life and loved me
I ate dinner at your house
Just being there made me cry
You knocked on the bathroom door
You came in and saw my tears
And your mothers pain killers
In my hands
My trembling hands
You took the bottle and put them back
Your love hurt me
Being around your family
Hurt me
I cried more
You cried to as you embraced me
I could never have the family you have
You looked into my eyes
And wiped away my tears
That was the night of our first kiss
You kissed me in that bathroom
Right when I was on the verge of suicide
You showed me that someone cared
That carried me through my life
You married me
Gave me three kids
And the family I always wanted
Know I'm old
And your gone
I wrote this poem just for you
To say
I will carry you through the next life
Like you carried me through the last
I love you