she left at the drop of a hat, my best friend
sent me a break up text (because she didn't like my new boyfriend)
and started it with i know we've been friends for a while, as if the last 5 years were nothing
what kind of person does that, leaves without a second thought
she was supposed to be my soul mate, kindred spirits
i felt connected when i was with her (which is so rare for me)
but i guess it was all just no big deal to her
i'm not the kind of person to just let go
and her leaving so fast
was like having my purpose ripped out of me
i define myself not by my job, but by people
my people
after all we'd been through
bad relationships and daddy issues
anxiety disorders and hair dye sessions
sexual encounters and shared ICEE's
and then she was just done, for no good reason
and i'm half of a whole
a walking broken heart
not for a boy, but for my xbff