You say blessing?
I say curse.

Fake a smile,
Fake a laugh,
HIde the pain,
Hide what you saw.
No one listens anyway!
No one sees that warning in your eyes...
They don't hear that hesitation.

They say what this is is a blessing.
That I was meant to save.
How?!
No one notices!

I see the pain...
I see it happen before it does,
If you change what I sense,
Great,
Thank you!
You spare me pain...

If you don't and I didn't try to stop you...
That guilt...
I can't bare it!

You couldn't change it?
I blame my self.
I can't help it!
I fell short!
I didn't do enough.

I say this is a curse!
I never see the happy times!
I am only warned of your injuries....

If this is a blessing
Why does it make me want to end?
If this is a blessing
Why do I hurt so bad?
If this is a blessing
Why is there no happiness?!

You say blessing?!?!
I call this a curse....