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Only My Mind

July 12, 2013
By KristenNoel ELITE, Mooresville, North Carolina
KristenNoel ELITE, Mooresville, North Carolina
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I'm alone, I'm alone. With only my mind to keep me company. I try to calm down but my mind is so lonely.
It contradicts my heart, doesn't allow me to have peace.
I'm trapped in this sheltered life without an exit.

I try to ignore my thoughts that include chronic depression.
They come back stronger as if they never even left.
I no longer think happy thoughts; I feel so alone.
I'm alone, I'm alone. WIth only my mind to keep me company.

It says one thing and then says another.
I don't have control over my own head.
I don't know what to do anymore; I feel so lost.
I have nowhere else to go. I am so alone.

I'm alone, I'm alone. With only my mind to keep me company.
I am lonely, I am lost. And no one can find me.
I have a heart, I have a mind, but I have no control.
I'm a wandering mind without a soul.

I want to be found, I want cooperation
From my mind and my heart.
They will not work together, they are torn apart.
So I'm alone, I'm alone. With only my mind to destroy my aching heart.


The author's comments:
My mind tells me one thing and my heart says another. I'm lost with a broken heart </3 because my mind refuses to listen. :(

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